you were and you are special to me. never forget that.

 It's not bad and it's actually liberating to put this into words. 

I can't forget the last car ride we shared, how we knew it was the last time in a while, how that special thing between us have to start a pause in order for us to heal and even forget about each other. That last hug, our last embrace and we singing to our favorite songs. I wish we could've done more of that.

I miss you still. One day, I hope I can find something like that in other horizons and arms.