𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥, 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖

 You replied. Tt was in the middle of the afternoon after thinking you weren't going to do it in the end. I had waited all that week for your long message, it never came, I gave up but you sorprised me.  I was in shock. Two days later here I am, feeling it all, listening to All Too Well as it was written for me and you. All the sad songs are for me. Taylor and Adele wrote for me, TVXQ sang Love in the Ice and Doushite kimi wa suki ni natte shimattandarou? for me.  Will I ever feel better? I'm missing you like hell  Do you miss me too?  Am I the only one suffering, crying and writing silly post on her journal and their blog?  Do you remember it all?  I thanked you for the apologies. I deserve all of them.  You weren't the bad one, we both were. I'm having trouble discovering what I did wrong. Instead of failing you, I did fail myself, for not seeing what you were giving me were crumbles of love. I want it all, you gave me only a part of it. The wor...

I miss the old old days that doesn't mean I don't love you still. I watched our pictures together  all the good and bad times we had  I think I could be stronger  should I be?  Do you want me to be stronger for you?  or is it just me feeling humiliated by you? This is when I remember you didn't tell me you loved me in months... you couldn't answer me. Should I understand you by your state?  or is that too much empathy? You said I broke your heart because I couldn't be your friend, because I used the word "terminamos", but you said you wanted to be my friend and you haven't written me in more than a month. I can be stronger for the both if us, but it's not fair for me, it's not fair for me anymore. I love you, I loved you did you? I miss you I miss the old you the old old you. I want us to be together but we can't, it's too much for the both of us, maybe time wasn't never right a one sided thing I have to remember this, remember this...