𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥, 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖

i miss her a lot maybe it's wrong some days is too much other days is just a thought  but always what are you doing? i miss talking to her

Maybe for the first time in my life I feel like I can celebrate and commemorate this month. I can stand under this flag and feel party of this community. I have the right to be here.

 Realmente estar cerca de cumplir 30 años se siente como un logro porque la Marlene de 14 años nunca pensó que podía llegar tan lejos. Estamos bien, Marlene. Estoy haciendo lo posible para que podamos estar bien en el futuro también.

Hating myself was the hardest thing I ever did. It took scrutinizing every part of me for 29 years of my life, nonstop, no breaks. It took going with the wind knowing I belonged to the water. I withstanded during my whole life other's expectations and my own's. Accepting myself is the hardest thing I am doing nowadays. It takes looking at me, being with my thoughts and feelings, it takes not to judge them or me. I am learning what I truly think and feel about life.

I know it's 5am and I should be sleeping buuut a feeling overcame and now im feeling all these beautiful emotions of gratitude and acceptance I haven't felt in yearsss maybe and also a sense that everything's going to be okey and that life isn't that serious.