𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥, 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖

it's been a realization a discovery an awakening  to look into the mirror to admit that I've hated myself all of my life i hate myself but I don't want to anymore I don't hate people not even the world on most days but I despise me because I don't know any other way I've neved loved or accepted myself never created something for me out of love all's been out of hate because i don't know any other way