𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕥, 𝕨𝕙𝕒𝕥 𝕀 𝕕𝕖𝕤𝕚𝕣𝕖

why am i crying almost a year later? it's not fair i don't get why it hurts the most today all the broken promises the wishes and plans all of that does not exist anymore and it was only ours you saying you wanted to marry me you telling me (or confessing) it was something we could've done if our thing hadn't change in time it still haunts me that idea that we could've signed a piece of paper  promising so many and much  our love  our caring no one understands it no one will  it's even hard for me sometimes remembering our hands touching you looking at me talking to me worrying about me do you still want the best for me? do you believe in me? i want to see what you saw in me and appreciated it in order to see that i deserve(d) to be loved in this world