twenty seven

27 were solitary

i spend a lot of time with myself

but worrying about others

i want to spend time with me and others

but this time worrying about me

and enjoy myself (and others' company)

but mostly me

I'm feeling a lot right now

i want to write

and sing

and be alone and with people

i don't know if i should invite you

because i want you to be here

or because i want to give my past self that gift

but i won't be able to face your rejection

i want to live

to be free from my past self

to be honest with me

and take care of me as I've been with others

i wanna be 28

i want to be wise

and i want to be seventeen again

and be a dancing queen