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will it end someday?

Es chistos, hasta tragic贸mico, pensar que los primeros d铆as no lloraba, y ahora, dos meses, despu茅s no paro de hacerlo

Not everything's your fault

 Aunque me encante echarte la culpa de todo, tu falta de cari帽o no fue solo tu culpa;  la culpa fue m铆a porque la dej茅 pasar, porque permit铆 que me hicieras ver como que me estaba pasando rollos, que le pon铆a color, que era muy intensa. La culpa tambi茅n fue m铆a por no defenderme. No quiero que pase nunca m谩s

December 5th

 Somehow I've got a lot to say, 1 hour isn't enough I'm fucked up, don't I?  When will this pain pass?          Just between us,           did the love affair maim you too?  I really ask that question to myself What did you do to me? What did I do to myself?  1 hour isn't enough seeing you twice a year wasn't enought kissing you wasn't enough I wanted more but you didn't want me. You couldn't say you loved me I did, many times but you left me there waiting filling those pieces of silence for you. You loved to talk but not to me. You were proud of being honest but you couldn't be honest with me; only with the rest but me. It hurt, you know?  knowing my words weren't important for you knowing what I said wasn't real was because of love,  of emotions, of feelings,  because you couldn't trust feelings,  and that was me.  Were they too warm for your heart?  Who did hurt you so much? I tho...